by MARTISHA MEREMS
This is the story about facing fears and transforming them into new energy levels through self-acceptance and hard inner work. Each of us has heir own fears but everyone needs to learn the same lesson. Take your seat and welcome to the deep journey.
Please welcome Tisha, who will tell you her story. She is a beautiful wolf lady and a symbol of our inner energy. She got to the Saturn party, like all of us when we face difficulties in life. Life challenges us and only after learning its lessons we can move forward.
SATURN PARTY BEGINS!
My dear inspiration, what's wrong with you? I drove you, we have to go, we CAN'T stop! We must be the best, we must... but something is wrong with us. I saw open wounds, our strength was leaking from them. But I continued to ride as it seemed to me that happiness was so close.
SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME
A wound opened in my chest. It hurts, I'm scared. I hear a whisper ... bad wolf... you are a mistake!
PAIN IS A SECRET
I began to dance, hoping that everything will pass by itself. I wanted to have fun but it was just a dance of pain. I know that I can hide my wound from everyone. This is my secret. Nobody should know that I'm scared.
NO PLACE TO GO. SATURN SEES YOU
The wound has become a hole. My life ran out of it wherever I went, I was superfluous. And this noise in my head! "You are a bad wolf, you do everything wrong, the world doesn't love you, friends don't love you, you have nowhere to go, no one will understand you." F*ck! What's going on!
My energy is over. I stopped. I was surrounded by my thoughts, there were so many of them. the red moon was here. Someone whispered..."You are destroying yourself". Someone said...."Find the spring!"
There is no way back, I'll sit here quietly a little longer.
FACE YOUR DARK SIDE
Fears were looking over my shoulder. "YOU are a bad wolf, you did everything wrong, the world does not love you wolf! you cannot escape from us, we will eat you. I'm tired, I took a deep breath .... I looked inside myself and saw her - Dark Tisha, she held out her hand to me. She wanted a meeting. She was where my pain came from.
FALL INTO BLACK MATTER
My dark silence asked for trust. And I trusted. I fell into the abyss.
When the waves settled down, it was warm and comfortable. The abyss twinkled with stars, I forgot about worries and regrets, I was just someone who is alive. Someone swam up and began to splash close to me. "Quack-Quack Tisha you are a beautiful and brave wolf. Love yourself Quack-Quack" I know I am on the right path.
I went to the shore of the cosmic ocean. Sharks surrounded me. "Don't panic. Concentrate on the essence", I told myself. Sharks do not exist, this is a game of your imagination. They never existed. I'm not afraid anymore.
YOU CANT SURPRISE ME
I need to take a breath and feel what to do next. And again, the guests "Hello, wicked! Look, I'm not running away from you, look how small and funny you have become." And they immediately disappeared. It is not interesting to frighten someone who is not afraid.
RISING OF MY MOON
I felt this way ... I need to return my moon back to the sky. I need to love myself. I began to roll the moon up. my muscles ached and my legs fell through the sand, but I did not stop, I was full of determination, I felt that healing was near, my duck friends spanked "Quack Quack Tisha, we said that you are cool! And also smart and beautiful!"
My moon - my love - my source! ! My cosmic gift, my wisdom and new knowledge.
I CLOSED MY EYES AND PLUNGED INTO A TRANCE
BEAUTY IN EVERYTHING
I am a brave beautiful and passionate wolf with burning eyes!
I felt this beauty of being, I no longer resist life.
When i have to fight my sharp katanas will be made of love
Even when it hurts it's a gift. I know now. I'm the real , I'm alive.
COSMOS INSIDE COSMOS OUTSIDE
There is infinity inside me.
I love all my shades. My mind, my emotions soul in harmony with each other. I am alright.
I BREATHED IN AND OPENED MY EYES
I hovered in front of Master Saturn, his smile was soft. The strict teacher is pleased. "You will continue your journey in many worlds, Tisha wolf lady ... share this knowledge and do not be too serious this is a game and space loves you"
SHARE YOUR LOVE
I realized that my source is inexhaustible and I wanted to share my love. I met a dark kid.
"Come here my dear friend, gain power, your lights will flare up, believe me!"
It's so nice, cozy and calm in this world that I even purred)
Just meet my friends! Two giant cats, they are the treasures of the universee, energy workers.
They taught me to purr. Ma boys!
SELF SYSTEMY TISHA
The source of power is inside.
I am my own system.
Scan your ineer state, how are u now, please remember that any answer to this question is okay, you a fine, the world in fine, all worlds are fine.